Letting go during this experience was one of the most challenging parts of my journey. It meant letting go of everything I knew and everything I was. My personality, my ego, was about to dissolve. All energetic layers that had once formed me were shedding, one after another, to get to the deepest core of my being. My soul was about to leave my physical body. I was allowed to experience how it feels to die, and what was hidden behind the apparent wall of death. What I experienced there was indescribably beautiful.