It is clear to me that to identify the very origins of my traumas, it is necessary for me to go even deeper, to where it all began. I step into the darkness. Once again, I take a perspective in which my spirit leaves my physical body to enter another state of being: bardo of death. The world of the spirits. I face fear and demons. It is time for me to tell them I have come to say farewell. 

In the spirit world, I encounter spirit animals. Most of them have been appearing in my drawings and paintings for decades. Back then, I never really chose to paint these creatures. They just came as I felt it. Only now do I begin to understand what they intend to tell me. Sometimes they act as companions who lend me qualities I need on my path. Other times they represent parts of my being deeply anchored within me. Many of them are only representations of how energy transforms in the matrix.